Jennifer Holmstrom

Living with multiple chronic illnesses such as Familial Adenomatous Polyposis, Fibromyalgia, Gastroparesis, Dysautonomia, and Diverticulitis has profoundly impacted my life, forcing me to navigate the intricate challenges of managing my health while also pursuing my passions. Each day brings its own set of difficulties—greater risks of cancer, stomach issues, and heart complications—but these challenges have instilled in me a remarkable resilience and a renewed appreciation for the moments of well-being that I do experience.

Despite the inevitable ups and downs, I remain committed to living a fulfilling life. I prioritize self-care, advocate for my needs, and strive to find joy in the little things. Through my journey, I hope to inspire others who are facing similar battles.

After years of enduring fistulas and perianal abscesses, I decided to have a permanent ileostomy, a choice that has truly been a lifesaver for me. I am filled with gratitude for this decision, knowing that without it, I might not be here today to care for my beloved husband and our young son.

Ostomies are often misunderstood and portrayed in a negative light, but I am passionate about sharing my perspective on how miraculous they can be. They represent hope and a second chance at life, and I want others to see the beauty in this journey, even amidst the challenges.

Four months ago, I made the heartfelt decision to seek treatment after struggling for six long years with fentanyl patches for my chronic pain. Looking back on this journey, I can honestly say it was one of the most transformative choices I've ever made for my physical and emotional well-being. I spent 48 days in inpatient treatment, and during that time, I truly felt like I was given a second chance at life. It was an enlightening experience that has profoundly changed me for the better.

I hadn't fully realized just how much the fentanyl was impacting my life—how it clouded my mind and failed to alleviate my pain. Additionally, the medical marijuana I turned to for relief from nausea was ironically exacerbating my stomach issues and migraines. It left me in a cycle of overthinking and self-doubt, trapping me in negativity.

I am immensely grateful for the time I was able to dedicate to finding alternatives that genuinely help with my chronic pain, allowing me to rediscover self-love and compassion for myself. It has been a journey of healing, and I wish everyone who is struggling the opportunity to find their own path to recovery.