Pain medicine gʻoàq

Wish Dr would not be so scared about prescribing pain medicine for chronic pain patients. I had my pain medicine taken by a young man that took mine and my sister's, but she had cancer and they did not take hers away but they did mine. But the week that they took it this is what happened. Two weeks earlier I had had a surgery, and when I went for my appointment I guess i was a few short well I didn't count them because I was not worried. But anyway they just told me to be careful so I thought everything was ok so I went along with my week and low and behold I went to get a pain medicine and my bottle was gone. So instead of telling them I thought I could get along until I got them refilled. And then boom they called me in for a pill count. They had that planned because I was short the previous week. Well I didn't know they were going to do that..so I told them what happened and I didn't have any for a count. Well we found out my Nephew stole mine and my sister's. So they kicked me out for pill shortage. And that's where im at today. They will see me for shots only.no pain meds.and im dying here in pain. I went somewhere for buprenorphine/suboxone. Which does not help. They shouldn't be so strict for a minor infraction. They know im not a addict. It's not right. And its down right cruel. Plus I have been depressed all my life.and in