My name is Lydia and I started using heroin in my teens, went to rehab a couple of times, got clean with bupenorphine and stayed on it for 12 years. I relapsed in 2020 and put myself into rehab again (for the last time) and successfully completed treatment last year. I currently still take bupenorphine. I am 40 this year and I've had a lot of pain that has been flaring up especially in my hip area and legs. My doctor prescribed me gabapentin and it does not work. I'm getting an xray done to see the root cause of the pain, but honestly I've noticed even for a headache, pain meds do not touch my pain of any kind!!! Any advice? Its so frustrating and I feel like I have the tolerance of a horse. Sometimes the gabapentin and the subs do work ok together but I'm not sure i want to be on subs and a high dose of something I could possibly abuse. Any advice is welcome thank you!!!